I know it hurts. I know you're angry. I know this isn't what you had planned. I know you feel defeated and if feels like the end. But God wants you to know that all that surrounds you is only distractions. He's about to do a brand new thing in your life. He's shedding away all the parts of you that can't come with the new level, and the shedding will hurt. The shedding will be uncomfortable, but so worth it when that brand new blessing hits your life. This isn't the end but the beginning of something life changing.