Currently with nature night background, going to sleep with this feeling that there is no one for me, which is actually true, and it’s just me, is very very hard. Some things can only be patched when someone has that guidance and that person that would care for them like as if they were their own. 🐙😩❤️‍🩹 hoping this will come true for me so this heaviness can finally leave my soul. 🐙🙏🏻📚 I had to finish early, I didn’t eat, wanted to wash hair like every night but nah, too tired to do anything beyond, times when you can’t you can’t. There were people that didn’t even have hope in reality but just kept going, thinking of those.. I feel alone because I am alone. It’s a lot to bear. 😣💕