I really want to cry. Lately, I haven't been able to cry even though I feel so stressed. I want to be a better person. I want to be someone who is there for other people, but I don't know what to do... I wake up and wonder why I am not sleeping. I wake up and already decide that the day will not be worth opening my eyes for. I want badly to be understood but can not exert the energy to explain myself, or try to understand myself. I want to be seen by somebody for who I really am. But I'm scared that they will hate what they see. I am a coward, and I don't know what to do. I'm tired of reassuring myself. I'm tired of only thinking about myself. I am so tired of me. I want someone to tell me everything will be okay. I want to know that tommorow is worth waking up for. I want to be myself again. Everything might not be okay. But I can still try to continue, and it's enough for now. It will be okay as long as I'm still me. This might not help anyone, but I just had to find myself again, and sort out my feelings
When life throws curveballs nonstop, how do you keep from giving up? Asking for a friend… aka me 😅
Felt depression coming by 5pm and by 6-7 I was basically sleeping and trying to shut myself down… 🐙💔 sometimes it feels scary, like it’s gonna continue for hours and hours… but slowly I got back up and now I’m feeling better🙏🏻 or maybe it’s the peace☮️ when everyone else is either gone or asleep… it’s a hard time, but we’re in this together🐙 anyone who gets sad like this🐙💙 it’s really okay to be blue.
He is okay… he just doesn’t like when family is causing fights knowing we’re in inconvenient position for being smaller🐙💔
hello everyone i recently made a post here and just wanted to thank everyone for their support no one really has ever been there for me or if they have ive shoved them away ive been trying for a few days to go on walks meet my friends socialise a bit which is also a bit difficult to do as my exams are on and i just am never motivated enough i lost the only person who was there for me early last year in june and he had severe depression but told no one about it and he took his own life he was my best friend, my bands guitarist and overall he was a brother and i just dont think i can ever find someone like him in my life i think im just incapable of having another best friend since then ive never felt like myself and ive hurt myself ive hurt others and it just doesn't seem to get better and i try to cry but im just not able to i dont know why thank you all for the support it really meant so much to me but i dont think anyone can help me at this point and the more i try to seek help i just become a burden so this is probably going to be my last post here as i dont want to seem like a burden or an attention seeker because whenever i talk about this people just make me out to be one. thank you once again.
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publicCreated December 20, 2024
