This broken place. there's even beauty here. There's a wonderful blessing in the pain and the shedding. You don't understand it now but you will soon. You'll find that it was all part of his amazing plan for your life. It was all leading to your desired haven, and not a single moment was in vain. Not a tear was missed. It's all about to play out and you'll find your answers and your victory there. It was always meant to be like this and God always had the way. He was truly making life beautiful, beyond the pain and suffering.