Just Be Normal This invisible weight- it's heavy. It just lays on my chest. My body shivers. It keeps me down on the cold floor. I plead with myself- Please get up! Someone will see you. You can't be this pathetic. Are you really this pathetic? I'm screaming, as loud as my lungs allow. My screams are silent- not even I can hear them. I'm gasping for air, crying in dark, Begging. What are you doing? Please get up! Why are you like this? Please!!! Get up!! Just be normal! God... why am I like this?