God divinely designs challenges for the potential healing and growth of every soul involved. Let go of any guilt and know that whatever you're going through carries the possibility of a miracle, personal evolution, and an expanded capacity to love, serve, and create. Be compassionate with yourself and others as you grow through this, and navigate this time with as much wisdom and grace as possible. Love is the greatest force and highest state of being in the universe. So love yourself like God does and allow the blessings to unfold.