Don't forget to stop and sit back for a while to really take in every bit of this life you have built. It's easy to get caught up in the chaos and find yourself drowning in comparison and guilt. It's all too easy to feel only the stress and see only the mess. But this is your beautiful, messy imperfect chaos; chaos that you'd protect at all costs. This is your sign that it's okay to slow down and take it all in more. How lucky you are to be overwhelmed by a life that you once prayed so hard for.