I feel lost and alone sometimes living with family that don't really understand you is sad cause they tend to treat you different from others they see me to straight forward and speak without thinking most times l prefer being alone and since I am unable to walk with pain in my legs makes it worse sometimes I feel like a burden to them when I ask for help most times l get ingored they tend to get irritated even the children they ignore me completely l do so much for my family now because of what I am going through things have changed l cry alot and ask God why do I have to go through so much pain and suffering l made peace with all of everything for my sake to heal and pray that one day l will be answered