God is guiding you and you don't have to second guess yourself. Let it go, trust in the magic of the universe, and surrender your fear because the answer is in faith. You are forever protected, loved, and supported - and nothing could ever stop the blessings and miracles meant for you to experience. I know you've been through so much recently, more than anyone could ever fully appreciate. Your courage and strength are noticed and will be rewarded in great abundance.