GOD... I'M NOT OKAY. I'm tired in ways I can't explain. I'm hurting in places I don't talk about. I'm carrying things no one knows I'm carrying. I smile in front of people, but You're the only One who sees how heavy my heart really is. I keep telling myself to be strong, but God... I'm running out of strength. I keep trying to hold everything together, but the truth is - I feel like I'm falling apart. So I'm coming to You... with empty hands, with a tired spirit, with a broken heart, because You are the only One who knows how deep this pain goes. I don't need everything fixed overnight. I just need You to hold me because right noW... I can't hold myself. God, I'm not okay, but I know You won't leave me like this. I know You won't let this be the end of my story. I know You will breathe strength into the places where I have none left. So here I am... raw, honest, hurting, but still choosing You. Still reaching for You. Still trusting You to carry me through what I can't carry alone.