Psalm 91:7 "A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee." God knew that the only way you would trust and seek Him was to put you in a situation where you had no choice but to turn to Him. Whatever life throws at you, He is teaching you to have faith and to remember that He will always be by your side. no matter how difficult it gets. Through His faithfulness and grace, He will lead you into a brighter season. If God has been good to you all the time, put Amen.