Surrender it all. Give God every single fear, hurt, and pain. Let the One who has all power take the weight and give you peace because the hardest times carry the most powerful miracles in disguise. I know it's difficult to trust in the middle of it - our minds fill with fear and we can't see what God is up to, but that's what faith is all about. Keep believing and keep moving forward, one day at a time, because one day you'll look back at this and sob with gratitude when you see how it was exactly what you needed to rise into your true destiny and manifest the love, freedom, and abundance that's always been meant for you.