I hope you know that it's okay to let go. God is going to send better. He knew what you didn't. He heard conversations you didn't. And I know it hurts and it's not easy to understand But this is where you must learn to surrender and trust in not only what he gives, but what he takes away. Your people are coming. This is all part of the plan. And if you just allow the wrong things to leave... the right things will fall into place and you'll thank God it went his way.