Did i really handle it well..❤️‍🩹 People say, "You handled it so well," and I just smile. But did I really? They don't see the nights I cried, begging God to just help me make it through another day. They don't know how close I was to falling apart. Maybe I looked strong, but the truth is, it wasn't me. It was God holding me together every single time I thought I couldn't keep going. I didn't handle it He did.