God, I hate him..❤️ I hate how he makes me feel like I matter, then acts like I don't exist. I hate how he confuses me, how he doesn't see what he means to me. But the truth is, I don't hate him at all. I love his voice, his awkward laugh, the way he hides his softness. He'll never love me back, and I know that. Still, I love him quietly, through everything that reminds me of him..❤️