Hi Khwazi, I’ve only just seen this message. Firstly, I am sorry to hear your are struggling. The sad reality is that you are not alone. Many people at one point or another feel this pain. Also, no one’s life is sorted! Everyone has struggles that they hide. I say this not to reduce your experience but to let you know that you are not alone 💗 please reach out and tell someone you trust how you feel. Or speak to a counselor who can help you address your problems. Life is a gift and you deserve to be happy 💗