Hitting drought patch cuz uncle got sick and it’s always those elders that say you can’t even take a single photo when he was already inside the car I just wanted to have proof for myself that ambulance 🚑 came. But I’ve got enough tho. Wishing I could go see grandma… toxic fam always reacts so toxicly like they barely cared or went to check on him (I went too) but hearing them saying he’d be better off is like, man even I wanna give up, you know how tired I am to be deprived of this much freedom? So tired. But cuz of uncle and grandma ppl liked that I keep going and for myself to make it outta here so literally their attitude is below zero.