I love my mom, but I feel like I have a grudge against her. I can't show much empathy to her sometimes. Once, I had a fight with another family member. She said she'd protect me. But then she said, "It's all your fault, you should've never let me get involved into this." I know she was stressed. But it broke my trust and those words scarred me. And the one time I tried to talk it out to her, she said, "I never said that." "You're making things up." She'd never apologize. As if everything I say is a lie. It genuinely hurts. I do admit that sometimes I do make mistakes, and she'll get mad. But when she makes mistakes, she just laughs it off. And basically forced me into a hug, yet I've never heard a single sorry. Only a, "Were both wrong." When it's only her that was wrong. Although I feel like I can't 100% trust her, I do have a good(?) relationship with her. But I always feel like there's something in me that resents her. She's also very emotional and childish sometimes. And I don't want any drama so I just keep it to myself. She's a good mother, but I don't know how to face her sometimes. She'll ask me about how I feel, yet she thinks everything I say us a lie and say, "The past is in the past." She told me that sometimes I'm too cold. I don't really know how to write my feelings down, so I hope this makes sense. I thought these feelings would just go, but it never.What should I do about this? Or how do I fix this?
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