suddenly i woke up and didn't want to be someone's girlfriend anymore. which is strange, because i once dreamed of being loved so deeply. now i just want a life where i can sleep peacefully without overthinking, without checking my phone, without wondering if someone still cares. i got tired of the confusion and mixed signals. tired of feeling like i care more than they do. i realized my peace feels better than chasing love that isn't sure about me. maybe one day i'll want love again, but for now, i just want calm days and a heart that isn't always anxious or waiting for someone to choose me.