sometimes i miss the person i used to be. the version of me who laughed more, looked forward to things, and didn't feel exhausted all the time. lately, even the things i once loved feel heavy, and some days it feels like i'm just trying to make it through. i don't know exactly when i lost my spark, but i know i miss it. i'm still hoping that one day i'll find my way back to myself and feel like me again.