Any other diagnosed AuDHD’ers out there? Sometimes I like in a contradiction in terms! I find the most simple tasks overwhelming. Like brushing my teeth or remembering to take my medicine everyday, I panic if I have to make a work phone call, think everyone hates me & that I’ve never done enough, even though, I’m usually the one who does the most! Imposter syndrome! Especially when I’ve achieved something great. I’ve had clean clothes on my bedroom chair for (I’m embarrassed to say,) I can’t boil an egg to save my life but can bake really delicious and complicated dishes (without following a recipe.) Routine suffocates me but without it I spiral. Sometimes I feel stuck and let the dishes pile, berating myself for my inability to move and other days, I move mountains. Nothing in between. I know when people are lying, I can read body language. I don’t like inauthentic people. I panic about have to go out and socialize but once I’m out, you can not get me back home. Then I need a week to recuperate! Maybe that’s why I love animals so much! 😂😭 Anyone else relate?
This is a chill space. A combo of coffee shop, library, chill after hours spot. Come on in, grab a book or something to drink or both. Find a comfy chair and have a conversation.