april was a hard month. some days felt too heavy, and some nights felt too long. i showed up even when i was tired. i stayed quiet about things that were silently hurting me. i dealt with stress, overthinking, and feelings i didn't know how to explain. there were moments i wanted to give up and just disappear for a while. nothing felt easy, and even small things felt hard. but i still got through it. i kept going even when i was drained. i woke up and tried again. maybe april wasn't kind to me, but it showed me that i can survive hard seasons too. now i just hope may feels softer and better for me.