soft enough to admit it when you can't control your emotions, your body is in panic, and your anxious thoughts cloud you-i hope you remember that you are not a failure. i hope you know that you are allowed to act out of character in moments of fear, but still have the capacity to understand your behavior wasn't right after the smoke clears. there's no rule you need to emotionally prepare for every moment you feel defeated, cheated, and lost. but there is honor in being able to express your wrongs and be accountable for the times you didn't have control. Pt1