i just want my spark back. i miss the old me, the girl who was soft, kind, and full of love. the one who laughed loudly, smiled easily, and believed in the good in people. but life changed me. no, pain changed me. i gave too much, trusted the wrong people, and carried pain i never deserved. now i overthink everything, my smile has faded, and my heart feels so heavy. sometimes i wonder if i'll ever be that girl again. but deep down, i know she's still there. she's just tired, healing from things she never talks about. i hope one day i'll find my spark again.