i don't want to fix what has been broken anymore. and it's weird because the old me would always beg and try to make relationships work. i used to believe that if i tried harder, loved deeper, and stayed patient, things would eventually change. but now something in me feels different. i am no longer chasing people who keep choosing distance. i am no longer explaining my worth to someone who refuses to see it. maybe i'm just tired, or maybe i finally learned that not everything is mine to fix. some things break so we can finally walk away and find peace again.