Not mad, Just disappointed. Because I told you multiple times how I feel about those things, yet you still chose to do them anyway. That's what hurts the most. It's not even about the action anymore, it's the fact that you already knew it would affect me and still went through with it. When someone truly cares, they don't keep doing the things that break your trust or make your heart heavy. I'm tired of repeating myself just to feel understood. I'm tired of explaining the same pain over and over while nothing changes. At some point, it starts to feel like my feelings are only heard, but never truly valued.