i never liked arguing because i always end up apologizing, whether i'm right or wrong. i'm the one who tries to fix things first, keep the peace, and make sure everything is okay. sometimes, i say sorry just to stop the tension, even when i'm the one who's hurting. maybe that's why arguments drain me so much. it's hard always carrying the responsibility of making things better on your own. i don't want a relationship where one person is always apologizing. i want one where both people listen, understand, and are willing to meet each other halfway.