WHEN SILENCE IS MY WAY OF SURVIVING.. sometimes i disappear too. not out of anger, not because i've changed - but because my soul gets tired. there are days when conversations feel heavy, and even replying to a simple text feels like climbing a mountain. so i go quiet. not to hurt anyone, but to find myself again. it's not distance - it's survival. a small pause to breathe, to gather what's left of me. i'm not pushing people away, i'm just trying to stay afloat in the moments when life feels too loud.