and suddenly, i'm back in that phase where i want to distance myself from everyone. not because i hate them, but because i feel too tired to talk or explain how i feel. sometimes, i just need silence, space, and a little break from everything. no talking, no pretending, no trying to seem okay when i'm not. it's like i want to disappear for a while and deal with things on my own. i know it's not always good to shut people out, but right now, being alone feels easier and more peaceful than trying to explain everything inside me.