it's not about ego, but once i feel ignored or unwanted, i distance myself silently. i don't like chasing people or forcing them to care. i believe that if someone really wants me around, i won't have to question it. i'll feel it in their actions, not just their words. and if not, i'll take the hint. i've learned to protect my peace, even if it means walking away quietly. because sometimes, silence means i value myself enough to leave when i'm not appreciated. i don't need to explain why i pulled back. if they truly knew me, they'd understand. i just don't want to stay where i feel like an option. i'd rather be alone than stay somewhere that makes me feel unwanted. silence is my way of choosing peace over confusion.