Mum, there isn't a second that has passed since you left this earth, where you haven't been on my mind. I have so much I wish to tell you, the words almost seem impossible to find, for every day without you has been the hardest battle I've ever faced. I still find myself searching for you in every room, looking for you in every place. I miss everything about you, your kindness, your heart, your laugh; the journey forward seems impossible as I continue without you on my path. Because you were not just my Mum, but everything I hope to be. I cherish our memories with all my heart, they are what keeps you close to me. I hear your voice within, forever my saviour and my guide, and I know that if God allows, you will never leave my side. I know that heaven is so lucky to have a soul as beautiful as yours; I pray it's you who greets me when I knock on heaven's door. But for now just know I am looking up to you, in awe of everything you are, missing you now and always, as you're dancing with the stars.