you are so kind that i get worried i might be keeping you from the things that are so much better than me. you love me so well. you always know what to say when i am feeling things so deeply, you assure me, you see my pain, you see the best in me that i can't even see in myself. i overthink a lot, and so easy to cry, but you take me as i am, along with the messy parts of me. i know you would say, "don't think you're a mess," and say i am just being myself, a human. i think that is true. i tend to lose sight of the things i should be doing when i dwell in my emotions, and you always understand, but you'd also say i shouldn't just stay in that same place forever. you talk to me with beautiful words, with so much care for my feelings, showing how much i mean to you. for once, i have something i don't want to lose. i want to become someone good enough for you, and for that, i am learning to be kind to myself now too.