Moments I've missed my dad since he died When I had my daughter. Whenever I hear Coldplay. When I hear any of his funeral songs. When I got cheated on. When I passed my driving test & bought my first car. When I graduated. Whenever I hear Pink Floyd. When I ran my first race. When I ran a half marathon. When oasis went on tour. When my sister had her first baby. And her second and third. When my mum got unwell. When I bought my first house. When my washing machine leaked. When I watched a father daughter dance at a wedding. When I bought my second house. Whenever I watch Liverpool play. When I watched good will hunting. When I watched trainspotting. Whenever I feel sad. When I was on a walk. When my sister got married. When I woke up from a dream about him. Whenever I hear someone else with the same name. Every Christmas. Every birthday. Every Father's Day. Every family gathering. Everyday. Grief isn't just in the big events, it's in the ordinary everyday moments. It's constant & relentless. It's your heart aching for them forever whilst the world would never know.