It's not too late for you to make a change. Just because you spent a lot of time, money, and effort going in one direction doesn't mean you can't ever pivot. What once served and excited you won't feel fulfilling and aligned forever. As you grow internally, your preferences and desires for how you want your external reality to look like will shift as well. It can be uncomfortable admitting that you worked so hard for something you don't want anymore, but I hope that doesn't hold you back from meeting yourself where you are and following what lights up the current version of you.