"no one's coming to save you." i know. im the eldest daughter. ill figure it out, like i always do. i'll carry what needs to be carried, stay calm when everything feels too heavy, and keep moving even when i'm tired. i've gotten used to being the strong one, and i've learned how to hold myself together when no one notices i'm falling apart. it's not because i never needed help, i just got used to being the one people lean on. so yes, i know no one's coming. and somehow, even with all that weight, i still find a way to save myself every single time.