i know once i leave, i don't come back. that's why i try so hard to stay. if i leave, i leave forever. because before i walk away, i already gave so many chances, patience, and understanding. i do my best before leaving because i never want to leave too soon. i hold on to people i care about, even when they hurt me. i stay longer than most people would. but once i get tired and decide i'm done, there is no going back. the love fades, the care stops, and the door closes for good. when i leave, it means i already gave more than enough. some people think i'm cold after, but really, they just lost someone who truly tried.