You are healing. If things haven't been going your way lately and your days have been difficult, I see you. I know how it can feel to have a series of bad days, weeks, or months. I know how it can feel to want better for yourself but feel immobilized and unable to make the changes that will get you to a better place. Maybe the best thing for you to do right now is to accept the place you are in, to accept the way you are feeling, and remove the pressure you are putting on yourself to be feeling a certain way. Healing takes time, and no one can ever really tell you how much time it takes. It is a process, and what you are feeling right now is the first step in that process. Remove the pressure for it to happen overnight. Your days will get better, your healing is happening.