after this, i'll be more silent. not because i don't care anymore, but because i finally understand that some things are not worth explaining over and over again. i have said what i felt, tried to make things work, and gave chances even when it was hurting me. this time, i will choose my peace. i will stop forcing people to understand my heart when they already decided not to listen. i will still care, but from a distance. i will still wish the best for them, but i will no longer lose myself trying to be heard.