was it worth it? to love has always been a lump in my throat, the painful shards i walk on, the doom i always end up with, not until i met you. not anymore. now there's no doubt in my mind, no overthinking. you love me so well that sometimes i think i might still be dreaming. all the love i have for you comes from the deepest, softest parts of me i was never able to show anyone. sometimes i wonder if this was worth all the pain i've gone through. i'm torn between reasons, even though i know everything that happened has nothing to do with what i have now. i know you'd say i don't deserve it and wish it was never like that. that's how much you love me. you'd call it nothing special, but to me it's everything, and i know id do anything just for you to never go away i didn't even know i could be this soft until you. you bring out the best in me, the parts everyone else seemed scared to know. i thought i had already poured everything i had into everyone i've ever loved, but i was wrong. with you, it never runs out, there's always something new. even in the most mundane moments, you don't see anything wrong with it. you... stayed.