you were a mystery, that i can say. but you're the kind of mystery i want to spend my life knowing. it's like i will never truly know you just by asking questions, i have to experience you. i don't want to understand your happiness through words alone, i want to be there when you feel it. your answers will never be enough, because i want to feel the moment itself, with you. i want to know you like how i ask why do my body feels warm even when the world feels cold. i want to know you beyond the surface, deeper than what anyone else ever dared to see. you're someone i will never get tired of learning, through questions or through the things we quietly discover together. contrary to my first impression, you're not complicated. i think you and "complicated" shouldn't even exist in the same sentence. you are clear, honest, gentle, and you know what you want. you don't confuse me. you speak fluent kindness, patience, with softness, perhaps you're thinking i will break if you're not careful enough. you're always thinking of me, that's why i want to become someone worthy of being with you, i want to experience you in every way a heart can understand.