You never said sorry for hurting me, but i said sorry so many times for being upset about it. i said sorry for how i reacted, for asking to be understood, for wanting you to see things from my side. deep down, i just wanted you to see how much your words and actions affected me. i wanted you to care. but instead, you made it seem like it was all in my head, like i was the problem. sometimes i wonder if you even knew how much pain you caused. maybe you did, and maybe you just didn't care. because caring would've meant admitting you were wrong, and you didn't want to do that. maybe one day you'll realize what you did. but even if that day never comes, i will still move forward, knowing i can heal without the apology i deserved.