What's stopping you from just saying. "I was immature. Ilet my ego win. I loved you - but I didn't know how to love you properly. I hurt you while trying to protect myself. I pushed you away because growing scared me. We weren't toxic. We were unhealed. And instead of fighting for us, I chose pride. But I've grown now. And if you're still willing. I don't want to lose something real over who we used to be. I miss you. And this time, I'm ready to do it right."