I wasn't really feeling myself lately. I felt so empty, and a part of me was losing its sanity. I thought distracting myself is the best way to escape from this feeling, but here I am, losing myself even more every day. I am not alone, right? I am notalone feeling this way. But I wonder what people do when their hearts are feeling empty. I wonder what they do to feel alive. I wish I could at least try to comfort myself and pretend that I am just having a bad day. I want to convince myself that l am not having a bad life, but this emptiness consumes every piece of me. I hope l could also tell everyone that I'm okay without having a pang of sadness in my chest. l am just really tired of telling people that I'm fine, when the truthis, I'm losing my mind slowly. No one knows that all this time, I am not okay. But I silently hope that somehow, someone will see it-the tiredness in my eyes and the sadness behind my smiles.