Dear myself..❤️ I know you forced smiles on days when even breathing felt heavy, and you cried at night hoping no one would notice. You kept pretending you were fine when you were breaking inside. I'm sorry you went through all that alone. But you're learning now, slowly choosing yourself, trying to heal even when it scares you. Change hurts but it also helps. You deserve peace, not pain. Stop holding on to things not meant for you. I love you, truly..❤️