Give yourself time and space to learn and grow. I know society glorifies instant gratification, but you will not become the person you want to be with the skills you want to have overnight. You need to practice. You need to make mistakes. You need to persevere when progress is slow and your efforts aren't attracting constant dopamine hits. Stop feeding into your impatience and trying to take shortcuts. You will have to take the long way if you want to have lasting success.