I thought I was done with this shit. Like actually done. Spent so long trying to fix myself, felt like I was actually getting somewhere... and now I'm right back here again. Same overthinking, same old pain, same person I swore I left behind. It's frustrating as hell. I was doing good for a minute, actually felt proud... and now it's like none of that even mattered. Just back to square one like I never tried at all. It suckssss, frrrrrr. And I hate myself bit more when I'm back in the same phase which took me forever to get out !!!