I wasn't really feeling myself lately.! felt so empty, and a part of me was Losing its sanity. I thought distracting myself is the best way to escape from this feeling, but here I am, Losing myself even more every day.I am not alone, right? I am not alone feeling this way. But I wonder what people do when their hearts are feeling empty. I wonder what they do to feel alive. I wish I could at least try to comfort myself and pretend that I am just having a bad day. I want to convince myself that I am not having a bad life, but this emptiness consumes every piece of me. I hope I could also tell everyone that I'm okay without having a pang of sadness in my chest. I am just really tired of telling people that I'm fine, when the truth is, I'm losing my mind slowly. No one knows that all this time, I am not okay. But I silently hope that somehow, someone will see it- the tiredness in my eyes and the sadness behind my smiles.