i wonder if there's someone out there who's willing to choose me over and over again. someone who understands me and shows up even on the days i can't even choose myself. i wonder if there will be someone who doesn't expect me to be strong all the time, just someone who will stand strong for me when i feel weak. i wonder if there's someone who will stay with me on the days when it feels like my whole world is falling apart, someone who knows i'll get through it but also understands that i need to feel it because it's a part of me. i just want someone who will choose me in every stage of who i am. i don't need them to walk with me through the fire, i just need someone patient enough to wait for me at the end of my breakdowns. i just want someone who will choose me, stay with me, and remind me that i'm not facing life alone.