before i turned this cold, i was once the sweetest girl. so no, i wasn't always like this. i used to laugh so easily, care freely, and give my heart without thinking twice. i trusted people, i believed in love, i let myself feel deeply. but life taught me lessons, some hard and unfair, and slowly i learned to guard my heart. i built walls, and learned that not everyone deserves the sweetness i once gave. and now, what you see is me surviving, not the girl i used to be.