you do you do what you think you will do. do something new, discover yourself. do something you used to, just to feel the familiarity all over again. because at the end of the day, no one is watching you, you are the only one who can judge you. you might feel scared or find it intimidating to face new things, but know that everything unknown is intimidating. do it anyway, do it scared, there is no shame in trying. and if you think you really need more time to think about it, just take a seat and breathe, no one is really rushing you. do it your own way, do it at your own pace. i think it's really a good thing when no one is looking at you, because doing something out of pressure does not make it your own. if you don't feel like going their way, make your own. if you feel like following someone's path, then walk with pride. unique or not, that's something you should really stand up for, because it's you, it's something you feel is you. someday, you will thank yourself for starting, even when you're scared. because there is nothing more important than living a life that feels like yours.